I AM TIRED....

I am TIRED.

Thesis. School. Payments. Gosh! Now, I feel so tired. VERY TIRED. I don't know what else to do. I badly want to finish everything right away as fast as possible. But according to Science, we have to do undergo a step-by-step process. 

Honestly, I feel like my body is slowly giving up. I can't handle to pressure and stress anymore. I don't know if I can still face the challenges that will come my way. LORD, please take over again. When I was emotionally down, you took over and made me feel okay. Now, again Lord God, I want to ask for your tender loving care. Please help me overcome all the hardships. Please guide me in every step that I will take. Please be with me always.

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With all these problems, there is only one thing I want to get to be able to be feel the happiness that I know I have never felt before. Watching Super Show 3. I know, with that 3 hours showcase of my idols, I'll be able to forget the tiredness and sadness I'm feeling now. And I believe that with the memories I'll be getting with that event, I'll be able to keep and have them FOREVER and maybe up to the END of FOREVER. ^^

When I feel tired....

I am tired. I am really tired. When I first entered college, I was so nervous yet excited. As time passes by, I am always wishing for time to slow down because I am not yet ready to graduate. YES, I am not ready. But it changed after reaching my last year in college. 

Fourth year. What a life. TOXIC! HARD! SLEEPLESS NIGHTS! PAPER WORKS! QUIZZES! EXAMS! REPORTS! DARN! I don't know what I should do first! I wanna cry out loud. I want someone to help me but I know that I should do this using only my own knowledge and strengths. I just want to thank GOD for keeping me strong and for being a good listener (he's always been) to me.

THESIS. CASE MANAGEMANT. EXPERIMENTAL PSYCHOLOGY. These are the things that I have to do for me to pass this semester. 

Case Management includes:

- Psychological Evaluation of my client

- Progress Reports of our Counseling Sessions

- Interpretation of Standardized Test

- Case Report per se

Experimental Psychology (which is almost the same with Thesis)

and of course, the hardest thing to do to be able to graduate,

THESIS! 

Now, I want time to fast forward. I want to graduate NOW, TODAY, AT THIS MOMENT.I want to end my life as a school girl. I know I will miss being in school, studying in the library, eating at the cafeteria and talking with my classmates in the corridor but I know I'll have a better life outside the school. I know that life as a working person is much serious and harder than being a school girl, but I know I'll enjoy it more. I believe.