God is good, all the time.

If everything gets tough,

JUST PRAY


and everything will be okay.

 

God is good all the time.

I love you Lord.

My last 3 wishes from GOD after my graduation:

GOOD HEALTH

LONG LIFE

PEACE OF MIND

          I already wished so many things from him and with his own time, he gave all those wishes to me. I am so thankful that God never ceased to give me the things I've wanted. And now, I only have these 3 wishes and I believe that these will be my last wishes from him. After my graduation, I will do my best to pursue my dreams. To make all my dreams come true. I will stand on my own feet and not let anyone to rule my life. I will decide for myself. I will do what I think is good for me. I will do what I want and what makes me happy (of course I will make my family and friends happy too). I will enjoy my life doing things of my interests. I will prove myself to all the people who wanted to bring me down,who underestimated me, who didn't believe with what I can do. After my graduation, there will be a new me. A more focused and a more determined me. With God's grace and guidance, I know I'll be able to do that. And with my own strength and knowledge, I know I'll be able to survive and succeed.

Just HAVE FAITH .

I hate being ALONE.

That's what I am scared about the most, being left alone.

I hate being rejected.

I hate walking in the mall by myself.

I hate watching my favorite movie alone.

I hate to be ALL ALONE.

Now.

Me? Physically, I AM ONLY ONE.

I AM ALONE.

I AM JUST WITH MYSELF.

ALL ALONE.

BUT

 

Life is fair. Life is really fair. 

I have no siblings.

I have no parents.

But still, life for me is fair.

Because

someone never made me feel ALONE.

And, I never felt alone. EVER.

Since the day I was born, 

SPIRITUALLY, I AM WITH SOMEONE.

Yesterday, he's with me.

Today, he's still with me.

Tomorrow, he'll be with me.

and

FOREVER, he will stay with me.

GOD is with me.

God is the best provider of our needs.

God is the best listener.

God will always stay with me.

God has all the time for me.

That's why he made me hate being alone. 

He made me hate sadness.

He made me hate loneliness.

Because in all my down moments,

he will always be there.

Make me smile.

Make me laugh.

Make me shine.

I AM TIRED....

I am TIRED.

Thesis. School. Payments. Gosh! Now, I feel so tired. VERY TIRED. I don't know what else to do. I badly want to finish everything right away as fast as possible. But according to Science, we have to do undergo a step-by-step process. 

Honestly, I feel like my body is slowly giving up. I can't handle to pressure and stress anymore. I don't know if I can still face the challenges that will come my way. LORD, please take over again. When I was emotionally down, you took over and made me feel okay. Now, again Lord God, I want to ask for your tender loving care. Please help me overcome all the hardships. Please guide me in every step that I will take. Please be with me always.

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With all these problems, there is only one thing I want to get to be able to be feel the happiness that I know I have never felt before. Watching Super Show 3. I know, with that 3 hours showcase of my idols, I'll be able to forget the tiredness and sadness I'm feeling now. And I believe that with the memories I'll be getting with that event, I'll be able to keep and have them FOREVER and maybe up to the END of FOREVER. ^^