When I feel tired....

I am tired. I am really tired. When I first entered college, I was so nervous yet excited. As time passes by, I am always wishing for time to slow down because I am not yet ready to graduate. YES, I am not ready. But it changed after reaching my last year in college. 

Fourth year. What a life. TOXIC! HARD! SLEEPLESS NIGHTS! PAPER WORKS! QUIZZES! EXAMS! REPORTS! DARN! I don't know what I should do first! I wanna cry out loud. I want someone to help me but I know that I should do this using only my own knowledge and strengths. I just want to thank GOD for keeping me strong and for being a good listener (he's always been) to me.

THESIS. CASE MANAGEMANT. EXPERIMENTAL PSYCHOLOGY. These are the things that I have to do for me to pass this semester. 

Case Management includes:

- Psychological Evaluation of my client

- Progress Reports of our Counseling Sessions

- Interpretation of Standardized Test

- Case Report per se

Experimental Psychology (which is almost the same with Thesis)

and of course, the hardest thing to do to be able to graduate,

THESIS! 

Now, I want time to fast forward. I want to graduate NOW, TODAY, AT THIS MOMENT.I want to end my life as a school girl. I know I will miss being in school, studying in the library, eating at the cafeteria and talking with my classmates in the corridor but I know I'll have a better life outside the school. I know that life as a working person is much serious and harder than being a school girl, but I know I'll enjoy it more. I believe.