Sadness...

I feel tired. Literally, I feel like my heart is carrying tons of burdens, stress, anxiety and depression. For unknown reason, it just feels like that.

I don't know what else to say but I feel like I've had enough for something. I feel like I'm here for everyone and nobody's there for me, even my boyfriend.

I really hate what I feel. It confuses me so much that I cannot get good sleep at night. I'm contented with what I have but why is that I feel so unhappy. Somehow I can say that I already have everything but sometimes I feel so empty. Why like that? I hate it.

I want to cry. I want to shout. I need a shoulder. As of the moment, that's what I need.

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