February 14, 2013, the day that I don't know if I can say that it's the day I've been waiting for. It's the day that I'll leave my home country to try my luck in Abu Dhabi. Though it's not yet sure if I'll stay there long enough for a job opportunity, still I felt a really heavy feeling in my heart.
For a while, I'll be really apart from the people I used to be with for 22 years of my life. From the places I used to go and the things I used to do. There will be new adjustments and everything's all new. I don't know how will I be able to cope up again with this set up but as how they always describe me, I'm strong and so again, I have to prove how strong I am in facing this new challenge in my life. But seriously, this is hard. From the day I knew I'm leaving until the day that I am already here, it is still hard.
When I was on my flight, from boarding and until I reached my destination, I've done nothing on the plane but cried. I am hardly convincing myself to stop but the tears can't stop on falling. I miss my family. I miss everyone and everything. Will I really be able to surpass this that I am away with the things and people that are making me strong and inspired? I don't know but I am setting my mind that I can and everything will turn out smooth and right.
I am now praying for strong guidance from the Father above especially for the decisions I will make in my life. For whatever result of this journey might be, I am lifting everything to him and I'll just do my best on my part.
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