Thought of it...

I'm leaving the place I called HOME. I'm being sentimental right now because I am on the verge of choosing between the things I need and the things I want. I don't know what the right thing to feel over this matter. When I graduated in college, I told to myself I want to be in an organization/company wherein I can be who I really am. A place where I can call it home, where there are people I can call FAMILY.

On my first job, at first I was like I am overwhelmed and I don't feel like leaving it because people there were all welcoming and kind. But as days pass by, that feelings were slowly subsiding. I even reached the point that I am hating some of them because of certain aspects that I don't like. Then I started looking and searching for a new job. I saw a job opening of Southeast Telecommunications Products and Services, Inc. (SEATEL) on jobstreet of HR Assistant and I applied. Hours after, someone sent me a message telling me that I have a job interview the next day at 1PM and that was from SEATEL. I was like, "YES!" "HOORAY!" "I WILL DO MY BEST TO GET THE JOB!" And the day of my interview came. I had a hard time looking for the address of the office because I never thought it was located at the residential area somewhere in Makati. I had my first interview conducted by Caesar Reyes and second and final interview by Ms. Kathy Serrano. And boom, I got the job. I was in joy that time and made my resignation letter right away for People Depot.

February 27, 2012, I started working at SEATEL. Of course, first day is always the hardest part. New office mates, new bosses and new adjustments but I know I can cope up easily. Day 1, Day 2, Day 3..... have passed and I'm loving the place. I'm loving the people. Yes there were problems but I don't know why I can't take them that seriously as like before. I found a sanctuary in there. I can't find exact words to describe my feelings. It is HOME. My office mates, though some of them are not my friends or not true to me, I still love them. They are still part of my life and have been reasons why love the place. My HR TEAM, I love them so much. The bond we created and the trust we earned from each and everyone. I will never forget Maám Caren. The best boss ever. She is so kind and all. I can't find ways and words to express my feelings of gratitude towards her. I love her. Ms. Kre, Kamille, Kuya Egay, Caesar, Ms. Kathy, Kuya Jose, Kuya Joel, Ms. Jen, Cathy, Jessica, Lee and Mabeth. The best TEAM I had in my life so far. I love them so much. Of course I will never forget my COMSYSNET family especially Sir Dave and Sir Jeff who have inspired me so much. They are the bosses I admire the most. Dedicated and very intelligent. Also I will never forget my close friends, Ritchell, Ghie, Charm, Jovan and Trexcie, people I can share my thoughts of. People I trust and people I can rely on. 

Just a thought of leaving them and the place hurts me. It hurts me in a way that I found what I have been looking for and because of a certain situation that I really need to do, I have to leave. I am just thankful to God that he made me feel these things. He gave me inspiration and new aspirations. I won't say goodbye because surely, wherever I go, my heart will always remember SEATEL, SUNFULL and my beloved COMSYSNET. I promise I will comeback. I love you.