Nothing has changed.

I've had enough. I know I've had enough. I know I'm not perfect, I make mistakes, I have flaws, but as what I always say, THIS IS ME. 


I've been tired for my entire life. Tired for so many reasons. Sometimes I can find ways to smile and be happy but most of the time, I feel lonely, hopeless, helpless and alone. Even if I know that I have my God who's always around me and will never leave me alone, still I can't help it because these are what I feel.


I want to be happy. Really happy. I've been lonely for my entire 21 years of living and still nothing has changed. 


POOR ME.