Are you really gone, forever?

M U S I C  B O X

Have you ever owned a music box?

Me? YES. And that is the most precious thing to me. I valued it as how I value my life, seriously.

But now, I don't know if I'll be able to have it again. I REALLY DON'T KNOW. T.T

       It was my Mommy's music box. She took care of it since the day she had it, and before she died she showed it to me and made me as the next owner of that precious music box.I took care of it as how I'm taking care of myself because I consider that music box as a connection of my heart and my Mom's heart. I never allowed anyone to just touch and play it. I didn't even took any pictures of it so that no one can see. I didn't even wanted to show it to anyone, except to my family. REALLY.

         It was a maroon heart music box with a twin hearts with an arrow inside. It is very beautiful. The music is very calmly and very sweet. Whenever I'm sad, I will just listen to it and I'll be okay. I took care of it for 11 years but now I won't be able to that. It's gone. I don't how, when, and why. It has been 2 years since it was lost. I BELIEVE SOMEONE stole it and I AM SURE OF THAT. 

        The lost of my precious music box hurts me so much. Everytime I remember that it was gone and it was not in my hands anymore, I feel like dying and losing everything. It's really hard to accept the fact that the thing I took care for 11 years was gone and it's really breaking my heart, honestly. 

I CAN'T STILL ACCEPT THE FACT THAT IT WAS GONE BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE I DIDN'T GIVE ANY IMPORTANCE TO IT. T.T

I can't promise to have another music box that is exactly the same as mine, but I will do my best to look for a music box that is more likely the same with mine. But I hope that fate and luck will be with me and allow me to find another music box that is exactly the same with mine. Or might as well, I will be able to find my music box in the future. 

(Mommy, SORRY. Please don't think that I didn't take care of it. SORRY.)